So I'm having a panic attack.
Or a heart attack.  I've never had either so I'm really not sure what's happening.
Chest tightness, shortness of breath, shakiness, and indigestion-type feelings.
Teebs thinks it's a panic attack, so I'm doing some deep-breathing.
I'm supposed to not be thinking about it, but I figure if I'm dying, I should probably write a farewell blog post.
But I won't really say farewell because that's too scary.
So I'm going to post photos and reminisce.
Let's chronicle my life.

Heather's junior recital in Nashville with my grandparents

This is a restaurant/bar in Philly with some significance to my parents.  I think it's when they announced their engagement or something like that.

Transatlantic concert with Homie.

15th surprise birthday present

Lucia being her fun self

swimming in lake superior or michigan or something like that.  So fun.

Lucia at Panera.  In public.

Visiting Gordon with Lucia, age 16

Coffee late at night in Disney world

Maryland with family

my graduation

Cape Cod '09

The prettiest photo of Jersey I have.  My first date with Tim.

My favorite photo of my mom and I.  My ring snagged a hole in her shirt that she was trying to cover.

So great.

Heather being classy.

South Pacific on broadway, January 2010

Prom!

Me at 14, I think this was the age when I was prettiest.

This is what sun-in will do to your hair if you apply it to your roots.

Heather.

Just another shopping trip...

Trying on backpacks in REI

A hat Lucia bought.

Heather and I were going to backpack through Europe

Midnight showing of Toy Story 3

My graduation.

Graduation after-party with Steph

Thomas and I.

Beckie and I

Lauren and I

My going away party cake

Steph and my driving-to-the-beach summer song

Summer rainstorms

I have the best Grandma out there.

Homie and I watching a stunt show in Disney World, February 2008

I think I was thirteen.  Soulfest.

Heather's high school graduation

My first photo with Keshy.

The beginning of my friendship with Laura

Winter Ball Attempt #1: Freshman year

Benny's first crash.

Before my first discovery trip!

Hiking.

Saying goodbye because I was sure to die out there in the woods.

Stephy visiting.

Steph got her cartilage pierced!

The fisher cat we saw in the Gordon woods.

My head wound.

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving in NY

My Greggy.

Jake sleeping in Heather's suitcase.

My cousin's cat that Laura's family spent Christmas morning looking at.

Salvatore and I.

Francesca and I.

Sal skateboarding.

Me attempting to learn.

Christmas Eve 2010 I think.

Joey boo.

Heather and her cats at her house in Nashville.

Hank the demon cat.

Getting my tattoo!

Steph getting her tattoo!

My sisters.

Tattoo squeezes

Darla the precious cat.

Love em.

New Years Eve.

Some random guy photo-bombing us in Nashville.

ice skating in NYC

Museum of Natural History.

My cousins Susannah and Tamarah.

Susannah's daughter, Arianna.  The cutest.

Susannah and I in Brooklyn.

Rockafeller Center.

Cleaning off the car.

Rachel attempting to tweeze Laura's eyebrows.

Snowshoeing with Laura!

Kesha's 19!

My family and I in Rockport.

Gordon Globes 2011.

Co-leading a discovery group.

Fell down a hill in NH.

Kesh and her adorable nephew, Zeke.

My La Vida bed.

My La Vida friends.

....this is my pillow.

The top of some mountain.

Falling through the ceiling.

Homie and Arianna.

Chrissy and Bobby's wedding!

TAYLOR SWIFT.

Phillies game with Homeboy.

About to see Taylor!

Water fight in Beverly, MA.

Too sleepy...to be continued...